Saturday, July 30, 2011

85 and 222!

Well, I hit 222 lbs today, for a total of 85 lbs lost.
Yay. 
I feel a little lack luster though, with realities of my divorce sinking in.

It's just over 2 weeks away, and panic is starting to set in.  I'm so worried about money.  I need to finish school so I can make more money, but I can't make money while going to school.  Argh.

Today I'm stuck in a mood of feeling like I will never fall in love again, or at least will never find the right guy.  He's not out there.  Like going to single's activities won't lead me anywhere.
I still feel like the fat girl begging to be loved. 

I am AAALLLLLMMMMOOOOSSSTTT officially a non plus sized person now. 
I'm right on the border.  It's crazy.  It's completely unchartered territory.

Ok, well, I gotta run, but I thought I'd update.  Will do body shots tomorrow after church so I look pretty.

:)  Manda

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MinnieNurse2be (Obesity Help) said...

Congrats on the weightloss!!! You are on a roll girl..

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congrats on the 85# gone! I hope you snap out of that negative thought pattern soon! Those kind of thoughts were a big reason I got fat and stayed fat for so long. It's time to recognize your inner hawtness and let THAT light shine a while! Work it girlfriend! ;)

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